here I am talking bout discoveries
emptyness, how silly everything can be
my words are strong
my acts are weak
the truth is different

I wanted all
now I am standing here, dont give a damn
I am lost in my past, in reality
it drones in my head ? a weird tone
it sounds like

I didnt lose
I think there must be more
I think there must be more
but I dont wanna wait
but I dont wanna
but I dont wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
Im mad, im mad, Im mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
Im mad, im mad, Im mad

here I am hiding my head in sand
here I am swearing I am innocent
dont wanna crawl, dont wanna sink
all on my own

I wanted all
but its hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
and smile down

who will tell me where it is at all
who will tell me how to get there
cause I dont wanna wait
I dont wanna
I dont wanna
I dont wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
Im mad, im mad, Im mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
Im mad, im mad, Im mad

I wanted all
but its hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
cause I dont wanna wait
I dont wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
Im mad, im mad, Im mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
Im mad, im mad, Im mad

The fucking Fortune is not
The fucking Fortune is not
The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me