I can't believe it was a lie when you said it to me
Played it to me from the heart when you read it to me
Fed it to me with a silver spoon; I believed

You led me to it as it turns out you've been deceived
Your fucking lifestyle's got myself a nervous wreck
Having dreams with my hands around your fucking neck!

THRUST!
Grip it tight
Make it BUST!
I'm losing my head like you lost my fucking trust!

Open up I can see inside your eyes what's to come ahead
By the way you feel I can see that you are staring dead
All emotion lost from the shit that you have put me through
I will get you back and you will never have a fucking clue
Wilderness of mirrors and my own will can't stop running wild
Every time I think about the shit you did I WANNA KILL!

Everything alive that's in your life I wanna keep it quiet
Just to let you know you let me fall that's how I fucking feel!

I feel abused; so ashamed!
I feel the pain, from the burn, from the lesson learned from the burning flame!
I feel the pain and I'm so confused!
Every time you tell a lie, you're killing my trust leaving faith to die!

You never thought I'd dig it up, you underestimate me
You got it all figured out; always affiliate me
I can never get away cause you investigate me!
I can never say a word cause you evaluate me!
Believe yourself when you lie cause you do it so much
Got me fucked up thinking 'bout who I can trust
Everybody coming at me saying what I should do
Don't know why I feel this way but I WANNA KILL YOU!

Open up, I see inside your eyes what's to come ahead
By the way you feel I can see that you are staring dead
All emotion lost from the shit that you have put me through
I will get y