and i am almost trying
to analyse your will
but all this selfish lying
keeps me down and let me still

and it is undemanding
that i just laugh about your race
suffer understanding
staying back at every gift you wanna praise

but it's the faith that i don't feel
i know i'll never change it
although turning on the wheel
but it's the faith that i don't feel
although i'll ever run for
i know what you'll ever be

but it is not about you
it's just the hate about myself
it's deep inside and it's true
so help me find destroy my health

and kill my fucking laughter
and never trust 'cause i am self addict
i'm never crying after
don't you see that i am sick?