you walked away i fell to he ground
i reached out for you you ignored the sound
of my head bouncing up and down
will i ever get up again?

remember the voices spiral through my head
hapless noises that slide with me
into the bed i wish would swallow me whole
and i can't help but think it will never happen again

so i close my eyes and float out
drowning my thoughts in the memories
and i feel myself being consumed by the past
and the spinning thought that you would be the last

wake on the floor for a ten minute morning
a twisted morning the echo of sunshine
i can never return where the smiling thoughts went
i will never know them again

why couldn't you ask i would never say no
why didn't you tell me i was getting cold
i was looking for something as hard as goodbye
now i'm searching for a reason why

so i close my eyes and float out to sea
drowning my thoughts in the memories
and i feel myself being consumed by the past
and the spinning thought that you would be the la