you said you don't want to talk anymore
you said you want to leave me in the past
that our friendship could not last
i'm sorry i miss you
i really am
why don't you just tear out my insides?
it's so lush so intricate
you hurt me with every last detail
those last words swirling around my head
i wish these lips of mine never sold me out
your kiss was like a time elapsed poison
waiting until now to release it's toxins
it's funny
how it's never really over
until you say your last "goodbyes"

this is a song about betrayal
this is a song about you
this is a song about wanting nothing but the worst to hit you
this is a song about goodbyes

friends? i think not
tell me what you thought we were
cause you're the one leaving
i'm the one conceiving
a jealous plot in my head
so plastic so fake
so insecure
this can't be me
i don't handle things like this
you invade my blood stream
slowly killing me on the inside.